STEPHEN Bear’s girlfriend Jessica Smith was left ‘heartbroken’ last night after missing two calls from her jailed fiancé.
The OnlyFans worker eagerly awaits calls from her boyfriend, 32, who is behind bars for secretly recording and profiting from a sex tape he made of ex-girlfriend Georgia Harrison.
Jessica is standing by her man and documents what her new life without him is like on Instagram.
She recorded a video last night and declared “hate me life” after missing Bear’s phone calls.
Jessica began by saying: “I’m so angry with myself right now. So I usually have my phone one me like 24/7 because I’m paranoid about missing a call from Stephen.”
Jessica spoke to Stephen at 5.46pm yesterday and arranged to talk on the phone at 10am this morning.
As a result, Jessica wasn’t expecting Stephen’s calls just over an hour later. Her phone was charging and on silent mode at the time meaning she had no way of knowing.
She fumed: “I feel so guilty. I’m so p***ed off at myself because I never do that.”
Those feelings were short-lived though as they had another call later that evening.
She then shared a picture of the couple’s dogs laying on the couple’s bead and joked Bear will need to sleep on the floor upon his release.
Last week Jessica revealed Bear is writing her love songs in his cell.
Speaking on Instagram, she told fans he had “written her” a song.
“Guys, Stephen has written a song for me. It’s so sweet. He sang it down the phone to me,” she told her fans.
“I can’t wait for you to hear it when he gets out.”
Jessica added that Stephen had even serenaded her down the phone line in a call from HMP Chelmsford.
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